Being in love with the idea of being in love with..well..love..

Sorry, the post title is simply one of the endless thought circles I end up putting myself in, usually resulting in me getting just about nothing done when I should be focusing on other things. It's not necessarily indicative of any particular feelings I've been experiencing towards any specific people. Or is it?

Now, I'm generally critical of "bloggers" when they spend the first part of their posts talking about "Wow, it's been [a measure of time] since I've posted!," followed by excuses for why they haven't written. Therefore, all I'm going to say on the subject is the fact that it's been 6 months since my last real update, a lot has gone on, and obviously I'm not going to get the chance to cover everything. That being said...

I've decided to start posting here again as Attempt #[lost count] to implement the practice of having a productive pattern in my day-to-day activities. Sometimes what I write here will be vague and unclear (sorry, was that redundant?). Other times, the posts will be offensive or angry. I can't always promise that this blog will be "reader-friendly" for everyone, or that I'll practice restraint and maintain composure for every post. But I will try to remain productive in whatever is written here.

And it's 4:30 a.m., so I'm going to sleep.